Uy, naiintindihan ko ang worry mo, talaga! But honestly, ang best person to talk to about this is a doctor or visit your nearest health center, they can give you proper guidance based on your specific situation, walang judgment. A few of us mums talk about these things openly with our OBs, at sobrang helpful talaga. Don't stress yourself pa lalo; go get proper advice so you can feel confident and safe. You deserve that peace of mind, anak.