11 MINGGU MASIH LOYA DAN MUNTAH

Sayang, first of all please jangan give up dulu, apa yang you're going through tu betul-betul berat, and it's completely valid to cry every day. Apa yang you describe, loya dan muntah berterusan sampai tekak luka, tak boleh makan langsung, tu bunyi sangat kuat macam Hyperemesis Gravidarum (HG), which is actually a medical condition that's more serious than morning sickness biasa, and it can cause dehydration and weight loss if left unmanaged. Someone in my mum group mentioned her friend had the same thing around 11 weeks and her doctor had to give her IV drip at the hospital sebab dah teruk sangat, so please do know that there is proper medical help available, you don't have to just tahan. It's also quite alright that your previous three pregnancies were different, because HG doesn't always follow a pattern from one pregnancy to the next. Do please see your O&G doctor or specialist as soon as you can so they can assess you properly and give the right treatment for you and baby, you deserve that support.