Eh, I'm so sorry you went through that dengan Edward syndrome, that must've been heartbreaking, and I totally understand why you're anxious about this pregnancy. A few of us dalam mom circle have also been through previous losses or complications, and honestly the worry never fully goes away, but do reach out to your OB early and often this time around, okay? They might suggest extra scans or genetic counselling depending on your situation, and having that support makes such a difference mentally. Sending you strength, mama, you're not alone in this