Ahhh sayang, I'm so sorry, that's really heartbreaking, especially when you've been waiting and hoping like that. Ambil masa untuk sedih dulu, it's totally okay to feel disappointed; a few of my mum friends who went through the same thing said the emotional roller coaster is the hardest part. Tapi jangan give up, sometimes timing je yang belum betul, bukan ada masalah. Kalau dah delay lagi bulan depan atau ada concerns, check with your gynae just to make sure everything's okay, okay? Sending you a big hug.