It’s normal to feel this way especially when your husband is not those that you usually see on fb videos. My advise is, don’t stress about things that haven’t happen and go with the flow.
Take the 4 months of maternity leave to rest and spend time with your baby before deciding whether you wanna go back to work and etc. Don’t worry about the weight, just put in some effort or even bf (if your sanity allows), you can definitely shed off the extra pounds.
Meanwhile, try to relax and take it one at a time while waiting for baby’s arrival. Have a smooth delivery! 😉
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