Ate, ang galing mo na nag-recognize na yan at willing mag-work on it, maraming parents na hindi pa nakakamit yan na self-awareness kaya give yourself credit naman. A few of us moms went through the same thing after bumuntis ulit, and honestly parang ang hormones talaga plus the overwhelm ng caring for a baby and a six-year-old, it's a perfect storm, pero the fact na nag-aalala ka para sa feelings niya shows kung gaano mo siya mahal. Maybe try talking to your OB or a counselor about how you're feeling kasi having two under your belt plus pregnant again is a lot , and hindi ka crazy or bad mom for struggling, sometimes we need professional support to manage our emotions better, and that's okay. In the meantime, maybe when you feel the anger building, pause for a second, take a breath, and tell your panganay "Mommy's feeling frustrated pero it's not about you" kasi kids understand more than we think, at pati na important na alam niya na mommy's working on herself for him. You've got this, and you're not alone sa feeling na ito