Mama, ang feelings mo ay totally valid, pregnancy hormones plus anxiety about big changes ay nakakaapekto talaga sa how we see ourselves and our relationships. But I want to gently remind you: if these thoughts are overwhelming you or making it hard to sleep or eat, please talk to your OB or a counselor, they can really help kasi pregnancy at postpartum emotions ay serious.
A few of us moms went through the same spiral, and honestly, it usually boils down to hormones and our own insecurity, hindi sa partner. Maybe sit down with him (calm moment lang, not accusatory) and tell him how you're feeling, not accusing him of anything, pero na-anxious ka lang at need mo ng reassurance. About the naiilang part: guys sometimes feel awkward or worried sila mag-initiate sexually during pregnancy kasi they're scared of hurting baby, so it's not rejection, communication lang ang kailangan.
You're growing a human at 30 weeks, of course you're tired and maybe not feeling your best self right now. But that doesn't mean you're not beautiful to him or that he's lost interest. Give yourself grace, mama.