Have / not to have baby? I am in late 30s, married for 10yrs & nvr want kid but is 5wks preg

I think it would be better and more suitable to discuss this matter with your husband and family. It’s not up to the rest of the mommies in this community to advise and make the decision for you. Having this baby could be a blessing as there’s a lot of women out there who wants a baby but could not have, and after all there’s a life inside you. You will never know you would grow attach and love your baby more than you ever think. However, ultimately, the choice still lies on you.