Do I feel right?

Tama po ba ang nafifeel ko? I am currently 2mos preggy, it is unplanned. Since malaman ko, hindi na ako nakipag sex kay Mr. I feel like I was betrayed, kapag nagpaparamdam siya, buong katawan ko ayaw talaga, diko kaya.. First time ko na uniyak sa pregnancy ko, 2 years old lang kasi ang susundan nito.. I am a full tume mom, at the same time I work from home overnight... Wala sa plano namin masundan agad kasi marami pa kaming bayarin for 5 years sinxe kumuha kami ng sarili naming bahay.