Update. Nakunan na po ako. For the second time around. Nakakadurog to anak, sobrang mahal ka ni mama

Anak, napakalakas mo talaga, pero please, if you're struggling emotionally or physically, makipag-usap sa doctor or kahit sa trusted person muna, okay? A few of my mum friends went through something similar, at ang sabi nila, the most important thing is to take care of yourself first, kasi kung okay ka, okay na rin ang lahat. Be gentle sa sarili mo, rest when you need to, and lean on your support system (partner, family, close friends) para sa emotional support. You don't have to carry this alone, and there's no shame in asking for help, professional or otherwise. Sending you so much strength.