Postpartum ba?

Sign ba ng postpartum yung bigla ka nalang maiiyak at makakaisip ng mga negative thougts? 5 days na simula nong nanganak ako and i feel useless lately and i really feel hopeless.. suddenly i just feel break down😔 nanakit din ulo ko na parang puputok yung mga ugat pati likod ko parang may nga bato na naka dagan and it's so bad that no one could understand this kind of situation of mine🥺no one but my mom could pero walang choice kasi malayo siya and i wish she was here😔