Breastfeeding

Just sharing my feelings and thoughts...😥😥😥 I gave birth last Jan 25 through CS.. Because of that nag formula si baby.. Trying to breastfeed him kaya lang ayaw na niya. Dito nagsimula yung feeling of stressed ewan ko nga kung stressed lang ito but i felt very sad talaga dahil ayaw dumede ni baby sa akin. Adding to what I felt yung sinasabi ng mga friends and relatives. Kesyo maganda kung breastfeed si baby, mahal yung gatas lalo na daw kapag lumalaki na si baby... i tried really hard tlg to breastfeed him kaya lang nirerefuse nya yung nipple ko.umiiyak na din si baby sabihin nila gutumin ko lang siya dedein din nya yung nipple ko pero ayaw talaga. i felt really sad na naiisip ko bk hindi sya yung baby ko bk napalitan din siya..so many thoughts coming....😭😭😭