Abortion is No Longer My Choice!

Share ko lang pagkaka sala ko sa sweet little pea ko before when I found out that I'm pregnant. I'm a college graduate but not a Board Passer yet. Gulong gulo ako that time kasi andami ko pang pangarap para sa family ko. Ako lang inaasahan nila. I want to abort the baby that time. We already talked to a doctor and already gave 15k as my advanced payment. After the procedure, we need to give another 15k as my full payment. All in all it cost 30k to do this procedure. Knowing that this is illegal that's why it cost that much. I also have this abortion pills that cost Thousands too. This is how we do it sana, I need to take the abortion pills and after that I also need to undergo the procedure just to make sure there's no remaining tissue inside my uterus. Ready na din yung hotel kung saan ako mag e-stay for a week while doing the procedure. Mahirap na, baka maka halata parents ko kung sa bahay lang. Until I saw this 10 month old baby girl sa public place, she kept on smiling me. Biglang tumulo luha ko without knowing the reason why? That night, gulong gulo ako. Hindi ako naka tulog. Morning came (the day of my procedure), sabi ko, I also want to see my baby na ngumiti din ng ganun. I told the doctor that I have no longer plan to continue my abortion. Nag sorry ako sa partner ko na working sa Barko, wala kasi siyang ka alam alam sa lahat ng plans ko. All he knows, okay lang lahat. Hanggang ngayon, pinag sisisihan ko lahat ng yun. Wala akong ibang ginagawa ngayon kundi alagaan baby sa tummy ko hanggang sa pag labas niya and promise to give him/her anything and everything soon. God bless everyone ☺