How to feel sure about baby being okay?

I had to termination about the period as yours as I failed the first trimester scan.. and I soon got pregnant after confinement.. like you, I have my fear but honestly , I think our phobia will forever be there around until we hear the baby crying in our arms because every second is uncertainty .. I held my excitement throughout my pregnancy , I dare not be happy I dare not look forward .. but I trust my rainbow baby and we are coming to our last few weeks and I will continue to put my fear aside and trust that my baby will be well. I it’s easier said than done but tell yourself “if it’s yours, it’s meant to be yours…” I am sure we took extra care during our first pregnancy and things still went south, so this time I tell myself not to worry anymore and just be relax.. jiayou! Hope all is going to be well for you!