Uy, mama, I'm so sorry you're going through this, two times in four months is heartbreaking, and you don't deserve that. Please reach out to someone you trust, a family member, close friend, or even a counselor (maraming free services na available), because you need real support right now, hindi ka dapat mag-isa sa pregnancy na ito. Your mental and emotional health matters so much, lalo na ngayon. If you're in crisis or feeling unsafe, please contact the NCMH hotline (02-899-8651) or go to your nearest health center, they can help, promise. You're stronger than you think, and you deserve kindness (especially from yourself).