Ay, mama, please go see your doctor agad-agad, ha? Or if you're feeling worse, go to the nearest hospital or call your OB, ito ay importante talaga.
What you're feeling sounds really heavy, and you don't have to carry it alone. A few of us moms have shared that after giving birth, our bodies and minds go through so much, and it's okay to ask for help. Your doctor can listen properly and support you through this. You deserve to feel better, mama.