Aww mama, I totally get your concern kasi trauma sa OB is real and scary Unfortunately I haven't heard of her from my circle of mum friends, so hindi ko masyadong makakatulong dito, but maybe try asking sa Philippine OB groups or mommy communities na mas specific like high-risk pregnancy groups, kasi perinatologists usually specialize diyan kaya mas maraming tao don na makakaalam ng experience nila? You could also call her clinic directly and ask if pwedeng magpa-consult ka muna para makita kung comfortable ka sa bedside manner niya bago mag-commit, alam mo na maraming docs na willing mag-accommodate ng anxiety-related concerns. Sending you strength mama, you deserve a kind OB