Post partum depression is normal mommy. I’m not invalidating your feelings, but how was your approach kay hubby nung nakita mo may poop na nagtatal sa diaper niya? Baka natrigger si hubby, but regardless di sana siya nagdabog. Baka yun lang trigger niya. Anyway, please seek help mommy or kahit hanap ka ng fellow mommy na makakarelate and makakausap mo about this. Don’t forget to love yourself again kasi you made a wonderful human being for the second time, you deserve all the love kahit hindi galing kay hubby and ikaw na mismo mag self-love. Hugs, mommy. Ang hirap ng pinagdadaanan natin, and you getting upset is only valid.