Ay nako, mama, I can feel your heart breaking through the screen Hindi ka nag-iisa sa pakiramdam na ito, a few of us mums have been in that dark place din, and it's one of the heaviest things to carry. What matters most right now is your mental health and being there for your kids, kaya please reach out to someone you trust or consider talking to a counselor, because you deserve support too, hindi lang ang mga bata.