Sad 'early' Christmas ?

Pa help naman po. Natural abortion or D&C? This is my 2nd miscarriage, I lost my faith again. 2 babies this year my husband and I lost due to chromosome abnormalities (same case nung 1st pregnancy ko) ?? 1st pregnancy: blighted ovum, no heartbeat @ 7 weeks 2nd pregnancy: 1st ultrasound, 78bpm then 2nd ultrasound no hearthbeat @ 6 weeks Nung 1st miscarriage po, natural abortion pero this 2nd, ano po mas maganda D&C or Natural? Ano po gagawin namin? Should we seek OB or Specialist para makabuo ulit si baby namin. Ayyy. I failed as a mom to be again ?? my body is weak, i hardly accept that we lost 2 angels this year ???