Alamak relatable jugak ni! A few of my mum friends went through the same thing when they started work, baby dapat used to bottle kat rumah pengasuh, pastu "why go through all this effort" mood . At 3 months plus, it's actually quite common sebab dia sudah comfortable with bottle, tapi takpa, boleh definitely try balik direct, cuma kena patient sikit. I'd suggest maybe try direct time-time dia paling relax (morning after good sleep or weekend) tanpa pressure, sometimes kena re-introduce gradually je, dan maybe check with your paediatrician cepat-cepat sebab dia boleh advise based on baby's latch and feeding pattern specifically, especially since gap 5-6 jam tu agak lama for that age. Hang in there, maraming mums ada overcome this, usually takes few weeks je of consistent gentle trying!