Missed Miscarriage

Hi mummy ! I hope youre doing and recovering well. Had a miscarriage in dec. My appt was supposed to be me at 12 weeks but when scan and measured, it was only 6weeks. Was scheduled for next appt. but 2 days later i started bleeding. Went to a&e check and sac and baby can still detect. But since its still at 6weeks they cannot detect any HB. So i was sent home and was told to eat a hormone pill given. But sadly 2days later i had a bad cramps which i thought was just the side effects that they stated. But little did i know it was actually contractions. Later that night, a big lump came out of me. I saw it. The jelly like placenta and baby that u see in app pictures on how a 6week old baby looked like. I cried in the toilet. But i knew it wasnt my fate to have the baby. Went straight to a&e again and got scan, and my womb is completely flushed out clean. So no meds or surgery needed. Just needed to rest for a mth and come back to double check no balance clot or anything left. It was the most traumatic and sad experience. I still grieve from time to time. But i got up and be well again. But thankful that now im blessed with a rainbow baby. My 3rd pregnancy. Still scared for whatever might happen but i leave it to God. For now just have a good rest. When youre ready to try for another, go ahead. Take your time to grieve. Takecare mummy❤️