Sabar ya, mama. Situation ko memang complex dan kena monitor closely, it's good you're in regular contact dengan your doctor sebab they know your full medical history and baby's condition. A few of my mum friends went through high-risk pregnancies jugak, and honestly, the weekly check-ups, though tiring, really do give peace of mind knowing baby and you are being watched carefully. You're doing amazing by accepting and preparing for your little one, that's half the battle right there. Stick with your medical team, rest well, and jangan stress too much (easier said than done, I know!). Hang in there, almost there already!