Hemorrhoids

Hi mommies! I'm currently 36 weeks pregnant. I have Grade 4 prolapsed internal hemorrhoids like big large grapes outside my anus. Do you think it's safe for me to undergo a normal vaginal delivery? First week of March, I experienced severe bleeding from my hemorrhoids, 2 sanitary napkins and 2 adult diapers were soaked in blood. I'm afraid that with all the pressure during labor my hemorrhoids might bleed and flare-up at the same time. Who else experience bleeding hemorrhoids but were able to give birth naturally? Btw, I asked my OB to consider for a C-section but she disagreed. I'm just worried and anxious :'( Been taking daflon and hemostan for my bleeding also Faktu cream for relief. Unfortunately my hemorrhoids is in the surgical stage already. The doctors told me that I should give birth first before the operation since the anesthesia and antibiotics are too risky for the baby. At the ER, they just stitched the open wounds of my hemorrhoids without anesthesia and pain relievers :'( to stop the bleeding. Sorry for the picture :(