Having 2nd child feeling a lil’bit guilty

Hi mommies ❤️ im 33yo married im having my second child and it’s unplanned, kinda feel guilty para naawa ako sa 1st baby ko na mag3 yo palang, matagal ko na kase sya di nakasama sa since lockdown 😞 bawi sana ako paguwi ko kaya lng got preggy unexpected, and a bit sad kase nung nalaman ng mommy ko na preggy sabi nya magresign na dAw ako 😢 kase di na nila kaya alagaan Nakakasad lang kase sayang din yung career, haaay Any advice? Thanks 😊