Aww, I'm so sorry about your first baby, what a beautiful way to honor him through your second son's name. A few of us moms have chosen names with that spiritual meaning din, and names like Ezra (means "help" and has that rebirth feel), Nathaniel ("gift from God"), or even Kai (which means "sea" and symbolizes renewal in many cultures) carry that sense of continuity and new beginnings na meaningful. You could also consider Elias or Isaiah if you want something with deeper spiritual roots, or go with a Filipino name like Benilson (Ben + ilson) if you want something more personal na parang connection sa first baby mo. Salamat sa sharing your heart with us, this new little one is so blessed to have a kuya looking over him from heaven.