Grieving mom

My mom passed away yesterday and it was the hardest kasi hindi nya masisilayan ang apo nya from me. I am 19weeks pregnant and sobrang hirap humagulgol to express your loss while at the same time considering ayaw mo mastress si baby kasi nafefeel na rin nya emotions ko. I can feel my tummy na malikot sya. I hope he/she will be fine and i will try my best na hindi sya mastress during this difficult time. #1stimemom #firstbaby