Uy, mama, hindi ako makakasagot ng medical details about your baby's condition, yan talaga ang territory ng doctors lang, lalo na kasi ganito kaserious.
Pero please, if you haven't already, get a third opinion from another trusted OB or a maternal-fetal medicine specialist. Ten years of waiting para dito, deserve mo na talaga na fully understand ang lahat ng options at what's really happening, hindi lang paghihintay lang.
What I can say is: ang pain mo, ang iyak mo, ang disappointment, lahat valid, ate. Kahit anong sabihin ng iba, ito ay heavy, sobrang heavy. This isn't about being strong, it's about processing something that wasn't supposed to happen ganito. If you need to cry, cry lang. If you need support beyond reddit, please lean on your partner, family, or a counselor (maraming free hotlines sa Pinas for emotional support din). You're not alone dito, even if it feels that way ngayon.
Take care of yourself, ha.