Oo, valid kaayo ang feelings mo, mama! Kausapan mo rin kung pwede ang papa niya para ma-address ang concerns mo, sometimes sinasara lang natin sa loob kung hindi natin sinasabi, pero ang mahalaga talaga ay you're doing your best for your baby and that's what counts. Makaramdam rin yan ng love mo kahit difficult ang situation, and kids are more resilient than we think, lalo na kapag nararamdaman nila na pinahahalagahan sila ng both parents. Pero if these feelings are really heavy na and affecting you mentally, please consider talking to someone, a trusted friend, family, or maybe even a counselor, kasi kailangan mo rin ng support, hindi lang ang bata. You're doing a great job, promise.