Oof mamsh, that sounds super painful, a few of us talked about this before at our OB's clinic, and honestly lahat sabi nila it's really uncomfortable without anesthesia kaya mas better talaga with it if possible. I'd suggest talking to your doctor about whether you can reschedule with anesthesia or at least topical pain relief, kasi deserve mo na magawa yan as comfortably as possible, lalo na kung heavy bleeding ka na. Wishing you all the best at muling maging okay ka soon!