Aww mama, congrats on surviving year one, honestly that's such a huge milestone at yan na ang hardest part para sa marami sa amin! I totally get that bittersweet feeling kasi parang kahapon pa lang sila newborns, tapos bigla na silang nagsasalita at tumatakbo na, di ba? One of my mum friends said the same thing, she felt proud of herself pero ang dami ring guilt na parang she's not savoring it enough, kaya ang ginawa namin is we started taking more photos and videos kahit simple activities lang para ma-appreciate yung toddler era. The good news is toddlerhood is actually more fun in a different way, less physically demanding than infant stage, and ang kasiyahan na makita mo ang personality nila grow? Sobrang sulit na sulit. You've got this, mama!