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Last december 28, i had my first checkup since my menstruation was already delayed by 2 weeks. As what i was expecting it was positive. Alas! Im pregnant! Ang saya to start my new year na magkakaron na ulit kami ng baby. January 4, 2020 schedule ko for transv ultrasound. May nakitang yolksac and walang fetal structure. January 8, may spotting ako, na worry ako kaya balik hospital, sabi kailangan ko ng iraspa. Alam nyo yung feeling ko na parang bumagsak yung mundo ko? ?? wala naman akong choice. Yung umasa na yung buong pamilya ko na may bago kaming aalagaan. Tas nawala ???. Maybe its not the right time for us. To my fellow mom na pregnant, congratulations. Enjoy the moment ?