Uy mama, ang daling sabihin "just relax" pero alam ko yan ang pinakamahirap, lalo na first time at malapit na talaga! Honestly, that pre-pressure feeling is so real, you're about to enter the biggest change of your life, walang script, walang guarantee, kaya talagang nakakadepress. Hindi ka weak, you're actually overthinking kasi nandito na ang reality, at that's normal. Since you're 39 weeks 6 days na wala pa contractions, definitely chat with your OB ASAP about what's next, kung kailangan induce or ano ang timeline, kasi kahit kalmado ka pa, peace of mind talaga ang kailangan mo ngayon, not silence. Your baby didn't take your courage away; you're literally about to do the hardest, bravest thing, bring a whole human into the world, so you already have it, I promise.