Sweetie, I hear you, after what happened with your first pregnancy, it's so understandable to worry. But please go see your O&G soon, even just for reassurance, especially since you're feeling different this time around. Every pregnancy is different, and some moms feel movement later or lighter, but your doctor should check and put your mind at ease given your history. At 18 weeks, some mamas (especially third time around) don't feel strong kicks yet, the placenta position, uterus position, semua boleh affect when you feel movement. A few of my mum friends didn't feel their third pregnancy the same way as the earlier ones, and it was fine. But with your background, don't wait or second-guess yourself, just pop in to see your O&G this week. It's not overthinking, it's taking care of yourself. You're being a good mama by paying attention. Go get checked, okay?