I miss you my angel baby (9 days since you left)

I am writing this now for me to remind myself to be strong enough everytime I miss you my angel 😇 January 20,2022 noong pinanganak kita sabi ng doctor 60% lang chance of survival mo since 26 weeks ka palang pero lumaban tayo at lumaban ka. Nakita namin gaano ka ka-strong anak nilabanan mo lahat ng sakit, infections o anu pa man dumapo sayo pero dahil puro severe lahat ng sakit mo (Acute Respiratory Failure, Severe Neonatal Pneumonia, Extreme Prematurity, Severe Respiratory Distress Syndrome, Noscomial Sepsis, Apnea, Seizure, 8x blood transfusions and Bronchopulmonary Displasia) di na kinaya ng napakaliit mong katawan kaya kahit lumalaban ka pa yung katawan mo sumuko na 😔 March 3, 2022 kinuha kana ni Lord samin, maybe its Gods will na magpahinga kana sa lahat ng dinanas mong hirap. Yung unang narinig ko iyak mo yun na pala yung huli.. Yung unang yakap namin sayo ng daddy mo yun na din pala yung huli.. Hindi ka man namin nakasama ng matagal nak mag stay ka sa puso namin habang buhay.. Hindi ko man lubusang matanggap ngayon pipilitin kong maging malakas para sa daddy at ate mo, bantayan mo kaming lahat palagi ikaw yung magandang angel namin. The pain of losing a child is something I cannot explain with words, my heart is breaking everytime I think of you my beautiful angel. Only those who experienced it will truly understand how painful it is. It's like a part of myself is lost forever 💔. But God is faithful and a great God we will not lose our faith despite of what happened to us.