Anyone else feels like this?

Hi! I hope this kind of content is allowed here. I’m a 2nd time momma, at 35 weeks, giving birth this October. I wrote something, idk if this is a poem or what. Pero this is exactly how I feel with my life right now. Who else feels this way? And is anyone here looking for friends around Las Piñas? Yung true sana. New and old mommies. Sorry to vent here. I just don’t really know where else I should. Thanks.