Grateful

I have been living sa abroad for more than 8 years. Kakauwi ko lng last January. And been here for 5 months. And am already 4 months preggy. And as I stay here longer. The more I dread on leaving. The urge to leave Ph is killing me because obviously I can't cause am pregnant. The life I am used to be is what i missed most. Cause yeah everything here in Ph is slow, from internet connection to banking stuffs (no offense meant especially here in province) Gossips and all. And the people who used to message you whenever they ask something for bdays or any occasions are now talking behind your back. It's depressing. I felt like I don't really belong here. Plus the father of my lo is not with me which makes things so hard for me to deal with everything. But one thing makes me feel better is being here.. Commenting to everyone's post about experiences and all. Just grateful on discovering this app.❤