Aiyoh, 4 months and still bleeding and in pain is really tak tahan, I feel for you! A few of us mums went through similar after delivery, and honestly some took quite a bit longer to heal even after the doctor's meds, so you're not alone lah. Since you've already seen a doctor but it's not improving, it might be worth going back to mention the bleeding is still there and ask if there's something else you can try, sometimes they need to adjust the approach if the first round didn't work. In the meantime, keep the stool softener going and try to drink lots of water, maybe add more fibre through food if you can tolerate, because even soft stools can still cause strain if you're not hydrated enough. Jangan stress yourself lah, the postpartum body does take time, but if it's still bleeding this much after medication, better get a second opinion just to make sure it's really hemorrhoids and nothing else causing it.