newborn diagnosis

I gave birth thru CS Section (emergency) last april 25,2019 , and I was so disappointed about myself at ang dumagdag pa dito ay yung nalaman namin na may infection si baby sa dugo na kailangan niya maiwan sa hospital for monitoring. Do you have any experience mommies? Sepsis daw po sakit ni Baby, ang hirap din kasi nagrerecover pa ko tapos need magbantay kay baby . TIA #skl