I gave birth 5 days ago when my child was only 38 weeks few days. I have been keeping this to myself but feel i needed to let it out as i feel it eating me and slowly making me depressed. I am feeling really guilty for inducing labour. Reason why i did was due to baby size. I could have waited for the right time but didn’t want to go for c sectiondue to baby big size so decided to induce and have baby early. I don’t know why but i feel like I forced it out and now i am missing being pregnant at the same time guilty for forcing birth. If you get what i mean? Haven’t been myself lately. Just hope letting out will make me better