Unworthy

I don't know what future holds me.. I don't know his/her gender, I see him forming into embryo, I can see him developing peacefully, I ruined the silence of a sleeping baby inside of me. My dear Angel, I love you, I know you're in pain and in sadness there in heaven, pls do forgive your mommy(me) so I can't handle the situation and I messed everything when you are here inside of my womb. My mama is irresponsible of everything, your mama isn't worth to be a mother. My child, I know this is so painful, I hope you have a wonderful place in heaven, will pray for you anak. I am sorry. ?? #Week5 If girl: I will call her, Zemirah Elisha aka ZEFS If boy: I wil call him, Zach Nathaniel aka Nathan #MyANGEL