miscarriage at 12 weeks

I am devastated, we've been waiting for this blessing for a couple of years now. Only to find out na wala ng fetal movement and heartbeat si baby. I was able to see him, didn't know that a 3month old fetus already developed their genital area but super tiny pa. I know God has a purpose, and in God's perfect time, I know he will give us what our heart truly desires.