Sabar ye mami, I'm so sorry you're going through this Silent miscarriage memang one of the hardest things sebab you don't expect it, physically okay but emotionally it's heavy, a few of us dalam circle mummy friends have been through the same, and honestly what helped most was giving ourselves permission to grieve without rushing the healing. Do reach out to your doctor to make sure everything is okay physically and emotionally, and don't hesitate to ask about support groups or counselling sebab this is real grief. You're a fighter, and it's okay to take time before ttc again, sending you so much strength, and all of us here are rooting for you