Aw, first time mom! Honestly, marami ring ganyan, a few of us have babies na parang ayaw talaga mag-feed unless they're drowsy or half-asleep, it's so common! Kaya mo yan, and it's not your fault at all. But since baby's feeding patterns can affect growth and nutrition, best to check with your pedia to make sure everything's on track and walang underlying reason why baby's like that, sometimes it's just temperament, pero good to have peace of mind talaga.