Uy, sis, I can really feel the hurt in those words. This sounds more like something you need to talk through with someone you trust, maybe a counselor or a close friend who can really listen, because this is about your heart and your relationship, hindi kami ang best ones to guide you dito. A few of us mums have been through relationship struggles, and what I learned is na deserve mo ang peace of mind at respect, no matter what. Kaya please reach out to someone close to you or a professional na makakatulong talaga. You're not alone in this, okay? Take care of yourself first, mare.