Ay nako, been there sis hahahaha! Ang hirap talaga ng logistics ng family planning dito, lalo na kung walang consistent support system or access sa options na gusto mo, sometimes it just happens kahit maingat ka na. The real talk is, kung hindi ka ready ulit, it's okay to feel overwhelmed, pero you have choices: you can talk to your OB about what went wrong with your prevention method, see if may better fit for your situation, and most importantly, get your partner involved sa conversation so you're not carrying this alone. Sending you strength mama, whatever you decide .