Takut + Risau

Bru balik dri jumpa doktor, doktor scan tk nmpak kantung lgi. It should be skang dh 7 weeks. Doktor ambil darah utk baca beta hcg. Result kluar mmg pregnant tpi ikut kiraan beta hcg saya masih di week 5. Time check tdi pn saya still bleeding and dh masuk hari ke 8 bleeding. Doktor ckp dinding rahim tebal tpi tk nmpak kantung. So next week kena scan lagi and buat ujian darah utk tgok beta hcg menaik atau turun. If turun maknanya miscarriage. Risau betul kalau miscarriage. This is my first time. Husband bnyak kali bgi semangat ckp baby ada cuma lmbat nk nmpak. Hmmm. Takut + risau 😔