Ay, hindi ka nag-iisa dito, mama, pregnancy hormones are REAL and they hit different, lalo na sa mga taong nag-aanalyze ng feelings for a living kaya mas nagiging magnified lahat. The fact na nag-file ka ng leave para mag-pause ay actually smart, not a failure, kailangan mo talaga ng rest at space to breathe right now, at yun ay self-care, hindi pagbibigay up. Siguro kailangan mo din talaga to check with your OB or a mental health professional you trust, hindi lang para ma-rule out postnatal/prenatal depression pero para may support system rin while you're navigating this rough patch, walang shame sa pag-ask for help, knowing better than anyone how important it is. You're doing your best in a season na physically at emotionally draining, and that's more than enough. Sending you a warm hug.