I miss my baby ☹️

It's been almost 3 weeks since my baby girl died. 37 weeks and 6 days the doctor found out that her heart stops beating.. I am already 1cm that time pero finorce labor na nila ako. I delivered via normal delivery. My heart was still broken and everytime I am thinking of her i can't stop crying. How i miss her little kicks. It's supposed to be "congratulations" but turns out "condolence". When I found out that my baby died, half of me also died. I am mentally and physically broken. I miss you amara, i miss talking to you in my womb. I wish God give me a chance to hold and to kiss you. To take care of you. I miss you and i love you so much my angel 😭💔