I’m so sorry you are going through this. I also have had chronic acne since teen years and after giving birth it was so so bad. I actually struggled through it although I was so tempted to consult a private dermatologist. I didn’t because I was so tired w taking care of baby. I actually bought otc skin care products frm the famous Niks clinic online. Just the acne face wash and glycolic acid and acne gel. I got the trial kit first. But I did not consult a doctor which I have to caution esp if u are breastfeeding. It didn’t not cure it completely but it got a bit better after 2-3 weeks